Runaway

These days, I don't know why but I feel like drifting away. I dont know from what, or who or even why. I feel like thats a decent thing to do, you know like, I'm supposed to do that. Theres so many pressures that people gave on me. So, yeah.

I just wanna go to the mountain, alone, without cellphone and internet. I wanna go to Timbuktu, meet some people new, and being incognito.

Apaan

Kate Hudson

Okay, well, I didn't mean to be shallow, i just let you know how much I admire Kate Hudson's beauty. Especially in the third picture, i know its lil bit photoshoped but still. Wow, she really looks like a goddess there :)

Gossip Girl Alive

I guess some of GG casts are start dating. Well, that's good tho, especially Leighton aka Blair Waldorf and Sebastian who plays Carter. XOXO :))

Umm, okay, i've been so crazy about them go friendly, because, i don't know, they're so M.F.E.O, you know. Okay, well guys, enjoy your relationship and have fun! :)

Last Night - Keyshia Cole

Okay so, i'm telling you this is gonna be a long story so please make your eyes ready and clean it first. 

I admit that i have a crush on him, because 

he's like the nicest guy i've ever met and also the worst guy that i ever fell in.

Why it can be like that? Because I always fall for the BAD GUY and yeah i do admit that this time, he's bad, really really bad, it's worse! And then, the day i met him, it was the day that he recently broke up with his girlfriend and i was doing like an open relationship with someone, so I mentioned that person-i mean the person that i had an open relationship with- too many times and i kept texting with that person. He-the bad guy that i have a crush on-was so gentle at first and he's so zipped up that almost ignored me. It's harsh you know in my country when you (the boy) hanging out with a girl and you ignore her, you don't feel like she exists and you don't ask even a thing, it can make things go complex.

Next, so yeah like you all can guess, he was COMPLETELY ignored me until i was tearing to go back home. And so i thought : "If i didn't start, then I lose a chance to make friends". So I started to ask him abt something that was really really common to ask, i mean it's like yeah formality 

I don't get it :(

Have you ever feel rejected by someone? Especially when that person is supposed to be your bestfriend? It's like you see her lol-ing with your another bestfriend and when she sees you, she's suddenly zipped up and her face is like : "can you please just go somewhere out from this earth and away from my face?" And she avoids chitchatting with you and hates when you're happy or let say if you laugh? That is exactly what i feel at this very moment! I feel rejected by someone that i used to call as my bestfriend!

It's like I've never done something right and what I always do is a mistake.

And when she thinks you're wrong, you would never could deal with it UNLESS you beg for her forgiveness/apologize. That I always be the one who wrong. That she always blames me and I doubt that if she ever think about my advantage not hers :(

Me with My Auntie ♥

Ciwalk, 5.09.09

previous saturday, i felt like kinda explode because i was really in a foul mood. i just got back home from the very ah-mazing camping and that lil brat taxi driver really drove me out! lucky me, my sweet lovely auntie asked me out to ciwalk. and it's her treat! ♥

Sweet Dream ♥ [part one]

Aku kan barusan tidur ya dan itu tuh lama banget aku tidurnya tapi nggak tau kenapa berasa nyenyakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk banget dan udahnya tuh seger gitu deh.
Nah, pas tidur itu aku mimpi ; aku, Utie sama Sheibi pergi ke sekolah terus ternyata tiba tiba ada pintu rahasia gitu. di ruang mana gitu di sekolah. Kan kita bertiga masuk tuh ke pintu itu. Pas keluar keluar ada dimana coba? Bugis St, SINGAPORE! Gila bangetlah! Aku langsung panik tau ngga, soalnya kan kita betiga nggak bawa paspor deelel gimana baliknya? Tapi aku langsung bete begitu tau baju apa yang aku dan Sheibi dan Utie pake. Bayangin ya, Sheibi tuh make tee warna putih gambarnya einstein ama hot pants item ama jaket item juga gitu ama ditambah sepatu converse. Sedangkan Utie make dress warna pink selutut ditambah bolero putih ama topi fedora item ama wedges juga dia. Dan sumpah itutuh mereka berdua tuh cantiiiiiiiik dan fashionable abis aku udah mau bunuh diri aja tau nggak ngeliat mereka. Dan aku tambah mau bunuh diri lagi saat ngeliat apa yang aku pake. KEBAYA dong demi Allah ini mah aku langsung nangis pas itu.
Nah udah ya kan abisnya aku beli baju gitu deh langsung setelah capek nangis. Terus ada taman bermain gitu deh di lucky plaza kaya kota fantasinya bsm. Kita bertiga langsung kesitu gitu dan aku langsung ngerengek mau main [aku aja sebel ama diri aku sendiri tau nggak? kenapa mesti ngerengek?!] Udah aja ya kan, aku main kaya jet coaster gitu. Ini nih adegan [jiaah] yang paling aku sebelin : pas aku naik jet coaster itu aku dadah dadah gitu ke Sheibi ama Utie dan mereka bales ngedadahin aku haha udah kayak anak kecil aja :( Tapi aku kaget banget dong, pas si jet coasternya itu tiba tiba keluar dari rel dan udah mau menuju pagar pembantas lantai. Aku udah teriak : "I'm gonna die! I'm gonna die! Gawd, please forgive meeee!!!" Dan meluncur lah si jet coaster itu dari lantai 4 ke lantai dasar.

[to be continued]

Blair Waldorf Serena Van Der Woodsen ♥ ♥ ♥

omg, how much i love those bestfriends! they're both rich, smart and beautiful and awesomely famous and also fabulous! they are like the best truest and purest friends ever! heaven like forbid them to be apart and they understand one to another ♥ if you watch gossip girl, you'll know what i mean ;) wink!

Frozen Yoghurt ♥

omigaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwd want froyo so badley!!! you have to try it before you die because it tastes so f-ing good and you'll be sorry if you miss it.

Nightmare

kan gini, pas hari kamis aku dan temen temenku KEBETULAN pake baju warna sama. aku, yummeh ama neta pake abu sedangkan sheibi utie sarah shintha pake putih. everyone was so gorgeous att and we're planning to take some more photos because our clothes had the same color coincidentally. and the nightmares started when i was panicking because i forgot where did i put my white veil and i was so freak out att. and then what happened next, all of my fellas left me and i was really mad at that time and i was running the silent mode : on and then they asked me some questions why i was so quiet because that's sooooooo not me and i avoided talk to them. terus neta nanya aku kenapa aku diem aja dan aku jawab : "aku sebel kalian ninggalin aku" terus akhirnya aku baikan ama neta, tapi ama yang lain belom. terus ada kejadian lagi, i heard dita locked in our room and she trapped without sandals and veil. aku langsung berdiri mau nolongin dita gitu kan sambil nekenin kata : "engga enak tau ditinggal SENDIRI tuh" udah gitu aku pergi aja ya nolongin dita. pas balik, aku kan lagi kesel ya tuh terus aku bilang : "ih jahat bangetlah yang ngunciin si dita diluar!" dan ternyata yang ngunciin dita tuh SHEIBI! afterwards, neta started acting weird dan aku langsung nyadar saat itu juga apa yang terjadi. pasti semua orang ngira aku nuduh sheibi dan pasti neta marah ama aku gara gara itu. terus selanjutnya aku nggak bisa konsentrasi ama bacaan aku dan pikiran aku tuh terus terusan neriakin : "your bestfriends are gonna hate you!" dan akhirnya aku mutusin ke wc dan ngajak lela and i told her everything. udah gitu aku nyuruh lela duluan aja dan setelah dia balik ke aula aku nangis sekeras-kerasnya, i was expecting all of my bestrfriends come to the restroom or at least one or two of them. dan ternyata utie ama shintha yang dateng. tapi aku kaget banget begitu dateng ternyata mereka malah marah marah. terus mereka ngajak aku balik tapi aku nyuruh mereka duluan. sebelum pergi utie bilang : "kalo mau nangis jangan keras-keras."

SUMPAHLAH ITU TUH, AKU SAMPAI DI POINT OF NO RETURN

tapi untung aja masalahnya selesai dan nggak jadi berlarut larut dan kita semua baikan :)

Lee Min Ho

he's so damn handsome and also talented. the more i look at him, the more i admire him. and he's sang a song too, he has a nice voice though. c:

The Tips Of My Life

• tip no.1 : always bring your fully battered cellphone when there are tests that day, or at least bring the charger
• tip no.2 : NEVER tell your biggest secret to the blabbermouths and also frenemies
• tip no.3 : don't be friend with someone who loves your crush or boyfriend cause it'll be a disaster someday
• tip no.4 : don't tell "i told you so" to your friends when they're wrong
• tip no.5 : bring your beauty kit when there's a pajamas party or sleepover cause it'll be extremely useful
• tip no. 6 : always bring some money and cellphone everywhere even if you go with your family
• tip no.7 : always wear a decent clothes everywhere you go because who knows you'll meet your spouse out there
• tip no.8 : DON'T visit your friend's house on sunday without tell your friend first unless you want to be ignored
  

Confus-ing

nggak tau kenapa, akhir akhir ini aku jadi sering bingung sendiri. mungkin gara gara udah lama nggak ngeupdate blog kali ya. tapi recently, ada orang gitu, dia bilang namanya denada and he's a bit psycho actually.

i thought he was a girl so, aku kasih tau nama aku alamat sekolah dan alamat rumah. tapi lama kelamaan he acts like he's my boyfriend. yang bikin aku stres, kalau handphone aku mati pasti langsung banyak banget sms dari dia. dia nelfon aku malem malem, sekitar jam 1 ato 2 an lah. segala cara udah aku cobain supaya dia berhenti neror aku, dihalusin dikasarin, semua. sampai akhirnya aku ganti nomer karena udah nggak kuat.
anyway, stop about the psycho guy. akhir akhir ini aku lagi addicted banget sama drama korea, judulnya boys before flowers. trus gara gara nonton itu aku berasa dibawa ke fairytale gitu deh. setelah aku selesai nontonnya, aku jadi bingung sendiri soalnya kayak berasa dibalikin ke dunia nyata. terus ada beberapa kejutan juga dari temen temen aku yang bikin aku surprised. sumpahh. bener bener never crossed in my mind banget. ada yang bikin aku kaget, ketawa, nangis, teriak, macem macem deh.

kesimpulannya : aku lagi bingung dan stres karena satu dan lain hal.

Friendship Quotes

From : utiewati Date : 19/03/2009 Time : 20:26

Iyah jd gak slamanya org itu g peduli ama kita.

From : netawati Date : 19/03/2009 Time : 20:54

hahaha (:

yayaya ;p inilah hidup. bukan untuk PAMER, tp ckup nunjukin apa adany (: KITA cewe baik”.

baik bila jd tmen, diseganin sma smua lwan.

Tnjukkin klo kita emg lbh baik dr mrka, WALOPUN kita gg se’wah’ mereka (: itulah kita..

From : yummehwati Date : 15/04/2009 Time : 18:46

Emang masalah y??

Km jg beautiful kok, km jg smart, tall and thin it g usah jd masalah..

Coba km tany uti..

Jd thin it enak g sih??

Nah coba tny shebi..

Jd tall it enak g sih..

Dan kta ak beautiful and smart it relative..

Trgantung daya pandag orang aj..

Ngapai minder..

Toh org yg lyt jg g bkal permasalain kekurangan km kok..

Putri ma gembel aj bisa tmenan,

jalan breng..

G ad tuh mreka minder2 an..

Jgn kalah dong ma gembel..

Gembel aj g minder, msa ifawatt minder..

Kan g lucu..

Uti ma shebi g masalah jln ma km..

Hoy..hoy..

In top score ak ngeSMS spanjang ini..

From : shinthawati Date : 20/03/2009 Time : 22:45

Ak tau koq rasany gmN !

Ak jg ngalamin gt ?

Mau protes percuma , gag da yg brpihak ma ak !

Rasany sdh bgt , cma bs nangs aj

From : sheibiwati Date : 02/05/2009 Time : 10:40

Iy.. Ak khawatir bgt..

Takutny km ny jd g konsen ke plajaran..

Tnang aj.. Walaupun nanti d acak, klo kt g skelas

lg, kt tetep bs main2 bareng..

Ok??

Jgn nangis lg.. Semangat!

From : sarahwati Date : 04/05/2009 Time : 21:56

Oh gitu ya? Tapi gue ga ikutan aja yaaa masalahnya asal dia ga ngapa2in tmn kita its ok lah tapi

kalo iya ga bakal tinggal diem aja sih

Friendship Style

My Friendship Style is Philosophical

I take every friendship I have seriously, and I spend a lot of time analyzing my friends.
I've thought a lot about what it means to be a good friend, and hold myself to my standard.

In return, I expect my friends to be loyal, honest, and real. I'm somewhat picky about who I'm friends with.
Fighting with my friends bothers me more than most people. I can't stop replaying arguments over and over in my head.

Me and an Empathetic Friend: Try to understand one another. I approach life very differently, but I'm willing to listen to one another.

Me and a Gregarious Friend: Are a better match than expected. I understand and appreciate my Gregarious Friend's energy.

Me and an Independent Friend: Get along pretty well, but I can't help but think my Independent Friend needs to learn better manners!

Me and another Philosophical Friend: Are friends for life. I can get lost in my intense, interesting conversations... and maybe even change the world together!

Tentang Seseorang

There are times when I feel like shit, and also there are times when I feel really blessed, gifted and gracious. But rite now, I just wanna ask, "What is wrong with you, people?" Doesnt mean that there's NOTHING wrong with me but... you people shouldn't have done and said that. That's done and over with.

I bet none of you could understand what I was talking about.

Begoooo

IFA : Hey, ikut ke WC yuuk.. (senyum lebar)
A*** : (mata melotot, jidat berlipat, gugup) Eh, ngapain?
I : Ikut aja yukk...
A : Ngapain sih? (risi)
I : (senyum memudar) Yaudah ikut aja sih, nggak bakal diapa-apain juga kok
A : Yaudah (ngikutin)

Di WC...

I : Tau ngga, kemaren aku minta maaf banget ya, udah ngerjain kamu
A : (kaget)
I : Iya, aku minta maaf, maafin aku ya.. (pasang muka nyesel)
A : Emang kenapa sih, kamu ngerjain aku? Emang aku salah apa sama kamu?
I : (senyum sinis) Masih nanya salah lo apa?!
A : Iya, aku bener-bener nggak tau
I : Well, denger ya. Kemaren itu lo udah ngasih tau nomer Utie, udah gitu lo nggak ngerasa lagi. Pokonya awas aja kalo lo bikin temen-temen gue kesusahan
A : (speechless)


*these is what i'm gonna say tomorrow, in case she says like these too.. :]

Am I Still Childish?

Well, i think I am

Sheiby

Sheibi barusan sms aku. Dia bilang, dia khawatir banget ma aku, takutnya aku terlalu mikirin soal kelasnya dipisah ini, aku jadi nggak konsen sama belajar. Hahaha dasar Sheibi, dia mikirin belajar mulu. Tapi dia peduli ma aku ma yang lain, makanya dia suka ngelarang kita buat bolos dan mabal. Dia bilang, aku jangan nangis lagi, karena apapun yang terjadi kita bertujuh tetep temen. Tapi baca SMS dari dia bukannya aku berhenti nangis.

Aku malah nangis tambah keras, kali ini aku nangis karena aku seneng :))

My Wanna-See-Movie List

• true blood
• 17 again
• when a stranger calls
• hannah montana : the movie
• confessions of a shopaholic
• boys before flowers
• how to be
• little ashes
• new moon
• harry potter and the half blood prince
• doubt
• ocean's twelve

can't wait til the holiday :))

Braces/Sister Thingy

Behel

Kakak

Aku mau dua hal ituu...

My BESTIE (y)

Jujur ya, kalo beneran nih ada orang nanya "what do you think of your besties?" pasti aku jawab, "they're AWESOME!" Sumpahlah, aku minder banget sebenernya kalo ada diantara mereka, because they're so unique. Lah, pokonya mereka punya kelebihan masing-masing deh, nggak kaya aku banget.

Contoh, YUMMEH : dia kalo dalam hal akademis bisa dibilang mmm, apa ya, pokonya nggak terlalu cemerlang, sama kayak aku, but that doesnt mean that she's not smart, tapi di bidang creativity sama relationship, two thumbs up banget lah! She's so so so so so so so creative, apa aja bisa dijadiin sesuatu ama dia mah. Malah kalo soal ngegambar, dia bisa bikin gambar dari yang bikin orang berdecak kagum ampe ketawa ngakak. Aku pernah loh ya, kan lagi pelajaran matematika, trus aku ngantuk banget sampe udah mau nutup matanya juga, trus aku liat dia nulis-nulis gitu di bukunya. Dalem hati aku : "gilaa, si yummeh rajin banget, hari gini masih nyatet." Udah gitu aku ngintip kan, ke bukunya, trus taunya apa, coba?! Si yummeh lagi gambar muka tuh guru plus kepala botaknya yang digambar licin. Praktis, aku langsung ketawa terbahak-bahak ampe nggak ngantuk lagi. Thx to yummeh! :)
Trus satu lagi bakat yummeh yang bikin ngiler, dia jago banget gaul. Pokonya ntah dia nyadar ato ngga, dia selalu nambah temen, tapi masih deket ama yang lama. Aku bisa ngebayangin lah, pokonya ntar pas dia dah gede kayanya jadi pengusaha deh, ato nggak pasti yang berhubungan sama public relationship ato art gitu deh.

:))