Last Night - Keyshia Cole

Okay so, i'm telling you this is gonna be a long story so please make your eyes ready and clean it first. 

I admit that i have a crush on him, because 

he's like the nicest guy i've ever met and also the worst guy that i ever fell in.

Why it can be like that? Because I always fall for the BAD GUY and yeah i do admit that this time, he's bad, really really bad, it's worse! And then, the day i met him, it was the day that he recently broke up with his girlfriend and i was doing like an open relationship with someone, so I mentioned that person-i mean the person that i had an open relationship with- too many times and i kept texting with that person. He-the bad guy that i have a crush on-was so gentle at first and he's so zipped up that almost ignored me. It's harsh you know in my country when you (the boy) hanging out with a girl and you ignore her, you don't feel like she exists and you don't ask even a thing, it can make things go complex.

Next, so yeah like you all can guess, he was COMPLETELY ignored me until i was tearing to go back home. And so i thought : "If i didn't start, then I lose a chance to make friends". So I started to ask him abt something that was really really common to ask, i mean it's like yeah formality 

I don't get it :(

Have you ever feel rejected by someone? Especially when that person is supposed to be your bestfriend? It's like you see her lol-ing with your another bestfriend and when she sees you, she's suddenly zipped up and her face is like : "can you please just go somewhere out from this earth and away from my face?" And she avoids chitchatting with you and hates when you're happy or let say if you laugh? That is exactly what i feel at this very moment! I feel rejected by someone that i used to call as my bestfriend!

It's like I've never done something right and what I always do is a mistake.

And when she thinks you're wrong, you would never could deal with it UNLESS you beg for her forgiveness/apologize. That I always be the one who wrong. That she always blames me and I doubt that if she ever think about my advantage not hers :(