BFF

Somehow, I Can See It

Kadang aku mikir ya, kenapa orangtua aku segitu cerewetnya sih sama aku? Kayak mereka tuh nggak bisa percaya kalo aku bisa dan bakal berubah.

Tapi kemudian aku mikir lagi, emang aku selama ini belum berubah. Aku tetep gitu-gitu aja.

Pertama, aku janji, kalo aku sekolah di Pribadi aku bakal belajar.

Kedua, aku janji, kalo aku di behel aku bakal belajar.

Ketiga, aku janji kalo aku dibayarin nge-gym aku bakal belajar.

Semua-muanya orangtua aku penuhin tapi tetep aja aku NGGAK belajar.

Dan keempat, orangtua aku mungkin sulit banget ngijinin aku ke Singapore, because I'm not trustworthy enough.

Dan karena awalnya aku nggak diizinin ke Singapore, aku marah-marah, aku pikir orangtua aku tuh pelit bangetlah tinggal ke Singapore juga, temen temen aja pada dibolehin, I was so devastated and I thought like, my parents can never accept the REAL me--because they are so perfectionist with their A straight students thing.

But I thought, OF COURSE they can never accept the REAL me, if, the REAL ME is like I am now. The lazy me, the egocentric me, the childish me, the wasteful me, the retard me, and so on.

It's their thing to be the A straight students, and it's my thing to be a sanguine.

But being a sanguine doesnt mean that I have to be this retarded, this forgetful, this wasteful, and this untrustworthy.

Somehow, I can see it.

Nggak ada orangtua yang nggak pengen anaknya maju, nggak ada orangtua yang pengen anaknya terpuruk, and so are my parents.

And, if I can't understand them, so how can they understand me?

They just ask me to STUDY, that's enough.

And why does it have to be this hard?

Below is the M.O.U made by My Mom :

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

Saya, Hanifa Nur Lathifah berjanji akan melaksanakan kewajiban-kewajiban berikut:

1. Menjadi Hamba Allah yang taat seluruh aturan Allah dan Rasullulah Muhammad
2. Menjadi anggota keluarga dan anggota masyarakat yang peduli lingkungan dan tidak egois
3. Menjalankan peran dan tugas sebagai pelajar dengan upaya yang semaksimal mungkin sesuai dengan daftar yang tertera di lampiran
4. Mengejar cita-cita dan impian masa depan dunia dan akhirat

Demikian janji saya, semoga Allah SWT memberi saya kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk menjalankan kewajiban ini.

Dan insya Allah, di final exam tahun ini, aku insya Allah bakal belajar sekeras yang aku bisa, dan bikin orangtua aku bangga (mungkin) buat yg pertama kalinya.

Please pray for me!

Re-voir

Lately, I kinda figured out that me and my mates in junior school have got to do this thing called re-connecting. It's not like reunion, it's more like something more private and absolutely anti-awkward kind of thing, you know. Because I just don't wanna split up with my greatest bestest coolest and awesomest fellas.
I'm tryin to share my 24/7 for those whom I love, and make my crowd even more wider. No thats not the point I mean seriously, we've been friends for like 9 years and its become weirder just because we don't go to the same school like we used to? Please know that I'm trying all the best I can do to be in touch with you guys all over again. But I also don't wanna be the only one to make this relationship works again. So, cooperate?

Mate, Mate, Maytee

It looks like Robert Pattinson (aka Robert, Rob, Robbie, R-Pattz) and Kristen Stewart (aka Kristen, Kris, Krissie, K-Stew) are really made for each other, and they really are mate for life. Because day by day, they look way moore identical. Robert is like the male version of Kristen, and Kristen is like the female version of Robert, it's as simple as that. Check out the photos below :

Useless Concerns

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IFA!!!"

[the text is on its way]

Ifa's Present Resolution

Ifa's present resolution :

1. Mau olahraga setiap hari biar nggak kena heart attack
2. Mau jadi orang yang goal-oriented, dan nggak seenaknya aja bikin/batalin janji
3. Harus bikin skala prioritas mulai sekarang
4. Harus bisa lebih rapi dan nggak terlalu urakan
5. Think.Do.Be Positive [kayak slogannya Girlfriend]
6. Bentar lagi aku 17 lhooo [meskipun nggak mau] dan berarti aku nggak boleh childish lagi kayak sekarang
7. Lebih rajin ibadah
8. Perhatiin apa yang guru omongin di kelas, jangan malah ngobrol, nari ato ketawa ketawa nggak jelas
9. Jangan TELATT
10. Nggak boleh boros
11. Nggak boleh MALES
12. Dan terutama, mesti konsisten dan become a better person EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!

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Last Night - Keyshia Cole

Okay so, i'm telling you this is gonna be a long story so please make your eyes ready and clean it first. 

I admit that i have a crush on him, because 

he's like the nicest guy i've ever met and also the worst guy that i ever fell in.

Why it can be like that? Because I always fall for the BAD GUY and yeah i do admit that this time, he's bad, really really bad, it's worse! And then, the day i met him, it was the day that he recently broke up with his girlfriend and i was doing like an open relationship with someone, so I mentioned that person-i mean the person that i had an open relationship with- too many times and i kept texting with that person. He-the bad guy that i have a crush on-was so gentle at first and he's so zipped up that almost ignored me. It's harsh you know in my country when you (the boy) hanging out with a girl and you ignore her, you don't feel like she exists and you don't ask even a thing, it can make things go complex.

Next, so yeah like you all can guess, he was COMPLETELY ignored me until i was tearing to go back home. And so i thought : "If i didn't start, then I lose a chance to make friends". So I started to ask him abt something that was really really common to ask, i mean it's like yeah formality 

My BESTIE (y)

Jujur ya, kalo beneran nih ada orang nanya "what do you think of your besties?" pasti aku jawab, "they're AWESOME!" Sumpahlah, aku minder banget sebenernya kalo ada diantara mereka, because they're so unique. Lah, pokonya mereka punya kelebihan masing-masing deh, nggak kaya aku banget.

Contoh, YUMMEH : dia kalo dalam hal akademis bisa dibilang mmm, apa ya, pokonya nggak terlalu cemerlang, sama kayak aku, but that doesnt mean that she's not smart, tapi di bidang creativity sama relationship, two thumbs up banget lah! She's so so so so so so so creative, apa aja bisa dijadiin sesuatu ama dia mah. Malah kalo soal ngegambar, dia bisa bikin gambar dari yang bikin orang berdecak kagum ampe ketawa ngakak. Aku pernah loh ya, kan lagi pelajaran matematika, trus aku ngantuk banget sampe udah mau nutup matanya juga, trus aku liat dia nulis-nulis gitu di bukunya. Dalem hati aku : "gilaa, si yummeh rajin banget, hari gini masih nyatet." Udah gitu aku ngintip kan, ke bukunya, trus taunya apa, coba?! Si yummeh lagi gambar muka tuh guru plus kepala botaknya yang digambar licin. Praktis, aku langsung ketawa terbahak-bahak ampe nggak ngantuk lagi. Thx to yummeh! :)
Trus satu lagi bakat yummeh yang bikin ngiler, dia jago banget gaul. Pokonya ntah dia nyadar ato ngga, dia selalu nambah temen, tapi masih deket ama yang lama. Aku bisa ngebayangin lah, pokonya ntar pas dia dah gede kayanya jadi pengusaha deh, ato nggak pasti yang berhubungan sama public relationship ato art gitu deh.

:))